First of all, I want to say how much I love my nurse, who called at 12:30pm instead of the "sometime between 3:00 and 5:00pm" I had been told to expect. "You're so early!" I said. "I know what you're doing today," she said with a smile.
Amanda, I love you. I love you with the white hot heat of a thousand suns. In a totally-appropriate nurse-patient way, of course.
First beta: 343.
Holy. Freaking. Shit.
I am pregnant.
I am also shaking.
And I am happy. Screw the worry - for right now, for the next five minutes, I'm choosing joy.