Tuesday, September 18, 2012

*twiddling thumbs*

While it's undoubtedly true that I don't have as much mental space to dedicate toward "constant, occasionally panicky deliberation of future hcg results" this time around, waiting for a pregnancy test post-transfer is still...well, I suck at waiting. That's pretty much it.

No home tests yet. Have managed not even to buy one, which is quite a feat for me. Maybe, just maybe, I'll get one today. Or not. Or maybe. I don't know.

You know how you want to know, but then you don't want to know if it's not positive, but then you do want to know just in case it's negative because you can prepare yourself for that call for the nurse, but then again you might get a false negative so you probably shouldn't take the test before the official one, but then you have to wait all the way until Saturday which is, like, an eternity, so...

...ladies and gentlemen, I present to you Exhibit One of How Much I Suck At Waiting.

That's about it for life around here. Thrilling, right?

5 comments:

  1. Ugh...waiting is SO hard! And if you're like me your mind is constantly playing tricks on you! Holding hope with you that Saturday gets its ass her quickly and that it brings celebratory news!

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  2. Yuck. Waiting, especially this particular waiting, sucks. You don't suck, it's the waiting.

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  3. The waiting is TERRIBLE. Especially when compounded with all of the drug-induced possibly non-symptoms. Hang in there!!

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  4. Oh the waiting sucks. SO so much. I have no good advice for you except that, with a toddler, you don't have a lot of time for just sitting around and waiting and thinking. So that's a bonus, right?

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  5. The waiting is terrible....so I POAS constantly to help pass the time. tee hee. I'm not one that could wait. I never was upset about negatives until the actual day of beta....but I also liked to know before the nurse called. So....my vote is...pee on the stick. :)
    kd

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